This year I'm fully motivated!
Full study mode!
Fully need academic abilities to get into Otago!
Screw art, screw andy kinda computer thing~
I'm gonna be a doctor!
~anything but a surgien... ahem...
How fulfilling would it be if I managed to get a job that meets new people every single day, helped them, and proberly set their lives better of. Man even the thought of it brings some kinda surreal feeling to my bones.
Ahhh why didn't I think of this before....
Why didn't I think of science before...
How did I get to become so lazy!
This year I'll have tutors!
A job!
And probably a new hobby!
Everythings gonna be brand new~ Once we move house that will be my new motivaion to leave past times in the past.
Needa fully concentrate on my future!
Heh and if by any chance I fail some kinda medical exam thing~ I have that computers thing to fall back into! My Maths teacher is all "Nadia why the hell you in school if you wanna play on computers? You got enough qualifications for that doo daa"
School is easy riding...
Fun people...
Good times~
No BEN!!!! YEAHYA!
At the moment I'm studying Women mental illness.
It's actually alot to take in at once. Just the first couple of chapters anyway, it's hard not to compare yourself to any kind of these cases~ I hadda spend about 5min reassuring myself I ant bipolar~ -_____-
On a side note alot of famous artest, classical geniouses and overly creative scincest did suffer from bipolar~
Creativity and manic depression is a big link~ Which is why I got another book on that too! Heh!
I know it has nothing to do with anything. But I think it's important to understand from another point of view how womens brains work, why were like what we are, and how I can stop myself from becoming any of this overly emotional crap kinda thing.
Aim for this year...
Become smart,
Mentally stable no matter what happens,
and keep myself from having to be hit over the head with the captain obvious stick.
Oh and did I mention,
Avoid any kind of over friendly relationship with any sort of thing that contains male genitals.
I needa concentrate on my own life, I can't let myself get sucked into something probably quite useless and a waste of my time!
No alcohol too! :P haha!
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