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Nothing new~
Not going to formal~
Not partying~
Trying to knit~
Enjoying long walks in hagley park~
Study!
It's quite slow here.

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I’ve accommodated myself into a self created utopia.
What will happen next?

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... if I came back?

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A dedicated week to beach, messy hair and dope~

It was offically the best week of my life in New Zealand. Away from anyone sanifigant. Close to people I hardly speak to.

Father decided to take a week off to Rarotonga. I can't really imagine it a "get-away" area considering it's a place that still speaks English and accepts the same New Zealand currency. But like I'm botherd, wasn't my vacation... or was it!?

This ment a week without the kids and a week in a hippy bong.

The best part was the bus ride on Thursday striaght after school.
Billy was on my bus and we sat at the back cos were that cool, got our chewing gum wrappers and made them into paper dart things!
Of course with my awesome knowledge of pyshics and aero dynamics my chewing gum wrapper plane was better. And his fitted quite nicely out the window. chacha!
"So Billy, wanna hit some waves at the beach!?"
"Good plan short man!"

The orginal plan was to wet our feet and run around saying how cold it was like little girls but you know... stuff happens... people submerged... close to drowning-ness. -o-

Who cares if I nearly died wearing school uniform in a beach, I got new hair style from it!

No one see's my hair in it's normal state till now.

I am the orignal lions mane, in that my hair is so much more crazier than yours! I never relized how curely it actually was. Just assumed it was a fuzz ball on my head or something.

It's the new Nadia look! I'm converted hippy minus weed.

It's really tempting to try, espcially when your bro is smoking it 3 times a night. But come on, my sub consious wont take control over me. I know better. No need to get high off drugs when I can get high off life! D:

It's so nice to let your guard down and.. just... float about really.

After swiming it got cold so we got come fish n chips and climbed the the spongy grass leaf things to watch the clouds go by and warm ourselves internaly with hot chippies and yummy kiwi sauce!

Big Bro Billy ~ Good times init!

And what better way to finish the week than with a whole bottle of wine with Polytech people "SPEAKING WELL ENGLISH HOME BREAD!"

<3 strobe light and sewing machine

I love Georga!



WHOS CUTE GEORGA... WHOS CUTE!?!?!?
-"ME!!!!!"
Yes you are buba!
Current Mood:
thirsty thirsty
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Father takes me for driving lessons.
The same day my mate on her restricted drives me to central.

My practice driving is perfect~ my driving is resonable quality.

The same day while my friend forgets where she is going she makes a left turn into the one way street.

Theres one problem. The one way street is made of oncoming traffic.
Shesh...
Typical asian driver.

Then it came to parallerl parking~ never have I been in a car that has hit the curb so many times in a row. Nor had the public pedestrians laughing so much at the stupid parking.

Man...

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It's a new me!
I live for ART
SCIENCE
MATHS
ENGLISH!


Staring into the sunlight damages the eye! But it gives new visions!
My emotion and strength will be-dazzle the mind.


Pack n Save boy will gain hieght
Petrol boy will dismantle fumes
English boy will lay naked infront of me~
>=]
This is where the magic begins~
Where the fountain pen touches~
When my frindge takes over the universe~


Don't answer questions till asked.
Look but don't touch.
Disrespectful gossip is bad taste.


Van Gogh baby~ He painted my world yellow~
Soul food =D
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This year I'm fully motivated!
Full study mode!
Fully need academic abilities to get into Otago!


Screw art, screw andy kinda computer thing~
I'm gonna be a doctor!
~anything but a surgien... ahem...
How fulfilling would it be if I managed to get a job that meets new people every single day, helped them, and proberly set their lives better of. Man even the thought of it brings some kinda surreal feeling to my bones.


Ahhh why didn't I think of this before....
Why didn't I think of science before...
How did I get to become so lazy!


This year I'll have tutors!
A job!
And probably a new hobby!
Everythings gonna be brand new~ Once we move house that will be my new motivaion to leave past times in the past.
Needa fully concentrate on my future!
Heh and if by any chance I fail some kinda medical exam thing~ I have that computers thing to fall back into! My Maths teacher is all "Nadia why the hell you in school if you wanna play on computers? You got enough qualifications for that doo daa"
School is easy riding...
Fun people...
Good times~
No BEN!!!! YEAHYA!


At the moment I'm studying Women mental illness.
It's actually alot to take in at once. Just the first couple of chapters anyway, it's hard not to compare yourself to any kind of these cases~ I hadda spend about 5min reassuring myself I ant bipolar~ -_____-
On a side note alot of famous artest, classical geniouses and overly creative scincest did suffer from bipolar~
Creativity and manic depression is a big link~ Which is why I got another book on that too! Heh!
I know it has nothing to do with anything. But I think it's important to understand from another point of view how womens brains work, why were like what we are, and how I can stop myself from becoming any of this overly emotional crap kinda thing.


Aim for this year...
Become smart,
Mentally stable no matter what happens,
and keep myself from having to be hit over the head with the captain obvious stick.
Oh and did I mention,
Avoid any kind of over friendly relationship with any sort of thing that contains male genitals.
I needa concentrate on my own life, I can't let myself get sucked into something probably quite useless and a waste of my time!


No alcohol too! :P haha!
Current Mood:
working working
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I've had enough jokes about it...

But then again after a convosation with Natalie a couple of nights ago we came to some sort of... future well being.


When I'm older I wanna be a pysiotherapiest. This means I have to take up Chem [because I already do Biology and I'm pretty damn awesome at it]. Keeping to the trend this would lead me towards Otago Universcity.


Practicing medicine for a year.
Half way through talking about this Natalie asked if my step father was still bald. I replied, of course he is!
Apprently if I go to Otago I could make him some sort of hair growth formula. Some sort of cream that the scalp absorbs, like water to soil. This would plant hair cells under the scalp and under a matter of days cause the seedings to sprout.


Tada hair!


Nads hair growth cream!
Haha!

Current Mood:
bored bored
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Yeahya!
Summer ~ parties ~ single-ness ~ FUN!



I feel so happy knowing that I know eeverything about everything haha! But at the moment I'm "getting to know people".


For example : Wednesday night.
Well there's this phone number in my phone that belonged to a ESOL [english as a second lanuage] student Amatanga. Hardly said a word to him all year so I thought I'd just see if he wanted to hang out.
Hmmmmmm....
I could have seen things turning out worse but I'd say it went smoothly for the operation. We went to Time Zone to kcikhis ass at Daytona. The nI wanted to go to the forgien currency exchange but it was closed [oh yeah 11pm xD]. I'm mainly a "hey lets talk and find out what we have in commen" type of person. But he was a more "lets go party and shit" type of person. I ended up taking him to the riverside with the wheel thing and we were talking about lame shit like relationships. I know he's ESOL and stuff but thats no reason to continuasly ask me my non exsistant bf's name and what I'm doing tomorrow six times.


He didn't text me back last night haha~ awww


Coffee any one?!
Monday I'm gonna hang with Tomo before he disappears somewhere! I mean.. why not!? I'm hardly social with that group any more but Tomo's a good cunt aye'!


This summer vacation I wanna meet a bunch of new people! So it means party party partyyyyyy!!!!! =[ Why dont they have many parties on week days ;__; And Mummy is coming down south for Christmas omg it's so cool!!! That means I see her for Christmas and after New Years, couldn't have it any better! ^-------------^
Current Mood:
giggly giggly
Current Music:
Story Of Beauty - Destiny's Child
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Klimt - The Kiss
Walking on my way to school, went pass the local art gallery, saw someones interpitation of it. Wanted it so badly!
2 years ago I roughly looked up Klimt, just as a side thing because of his unquie style.
I look as it now and I want to be the one in the picture. Colours of love surrounded by gold. A man holding the face of a women he desires. 
I desire this painting.
Love will come for me one day. When it does, this is what it's gonna feel like!

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